{"id":136,"date":"2015-10-05T10:03:35","date_gmt":"2015-10-05T07:03:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/?p=136"},"modified":"2015-10-07T10:03:45","modified_gmt":"2015-10-07T07:03:45","slug":"yarim-kalan-cumlelerin-acisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/2015\/10\/05\/yarim-kalan-cumlelerin-acisi\/","title":{"rendered":"Yar\u0131m Kalan C\u00fcmlelerin Ac\u0131s\u0131 !!!"},"content":{"rendered":"

Yar\u0131m kalan her c\u00fcmle, tamamlanm\u0131\u015f olanlara g\u00f6re \u00e7ok daha ac\u0131…<\/p>\n

Belki de, bitmemi\u015f c\u00fcmlenin hala umut kokuyor olu\u015fundand\u0131r. \u00a0Kim bilir?<\/p>\n

5 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kadar duydu\u011fum\u00a0bu s\u00f6z beni o kadar \u00e7ok derinden etkilemi\u015fti ki .. \u015eimdi, bu s\u00f6z\u00fc nerede duydu\u011fumu bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Zira, \u00fczerinden zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e her \u015feyin ve hayat\u0131n daha da i\u00e7ine girdik\u00e7e zaten \u00e7o\u011fu g\u00fczel ve ac\u0131 \u015feyi bir yerlerden duymana bile gerek kalmadan bilhassa ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131veriyorsun.. O zaman \u00f6\u011freniyorsun i\u015fte anyay\u0131 konyay\u0131, kulaktan dolma ya\u015fam\u0131yorsun.<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131m kalan her \u015fey bana “Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015flar\u0131” an\u0131msat\u0131yor. \u00a0Ayr\u0131l\u0131k de\u011fil, dikkatinizi \u00e7ekerim; “Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015flar\u0131” .. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015flar i\u00e7in derin ve \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc veren olgulard\u0131r benim i\u00e7in, do\u011fu\u015ftan beri..Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015flar, sevgilime sevgi ve a\u015fk\u0131n biti\u015fi ve\u00a0b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 kesti\u011fi kadar keskin bir\u00a0nihayetle biti\u015fe gelmek olabilece\u011fi gibi,y\u0131llar evvelinde \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim dedemi kaybedi\u015fimden, do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015fehri terkedip \u0130stanbul’a g\u00f6\u00e7 edi\u015fimden tutun da, yar\u0131 c\u00fcmlesini bitirmeden yolun ortas\u0131nda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fcniversite fl\u00f6rt\u00fcmden; duru\u015fmalar\u0131na girdi\u011fim ve bo\u015fanma ilam\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fcvekkillerim i\u00e7in di\u011fer e\u015fe kar\u015f\u0131 yar\u0131da kalan ve bitmi\u015f hislerine kadar… Hep kursakta kal\u0131nan sevgi s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerini, g\u00fczel sonu olmayan, gelmeyen ve gelemeyen\u00a0t\u00fcm g\u00f6n\u00fcl ili\u015fkilerini, arkada\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 ve vedala\u015fmalar\u0131 an\u0131msar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte ilk\u00a0Roman\u0131m “Siyah Tela\u015f”\u0131n konusu ve fikri de bu duygudan do\u011fmu\u015ftu 5 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kadar… Temelinde korkular\u0131m yat\u0131yordu asl\u0131nda … \u00a0Okuyucular\u0131m aras\u0131nda Ay\u015fe Han\u0131m bana Antakya’dan email g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti. \u00a0Buradan cevap vermek istedim … Korkular\u0131m ve h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerimi; yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m karakterler \u00fczerinden anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u00a0Kurgular\u0131m\u0131n ger\u00e7eklerle ilgisi yoktur tabii ki. \u00a0Ancak herkesin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ili\u015fkilerdeki k\u0131r\u0131lma noktalar\u0131, h\u00fcsran, derin tutkular, a\u015fklar, sevi\u015fler ve derin k\u0131r\u0131lmalardan yola \u00e7\u0131karak senaryoyu olu\u015fturdum.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"siyah<\/a><\/p>\n

Roman\u0131m\u0131\u00a0tamamen okuyup, bitirmi\u015f\u00a0 olan bir okurum\u00a0ise bana aynen \u015f\u00f6yle bir email g\u00f6ndermi\u015f\u00a0( \u00c7ok sa\u011folun Sevil Han\u0131m) “Gizem Han\u0131m, romanda verdi\u011finiz duygulara g\u00f6re \u00e7ok gen\u00e7siniz. \u00a0Bu kadar kal\u0131n sayfal\u0131 bir roman\u0131 ekseri ya\u015f\u0131 daha ge\u00e7kin olan yazarlar yazar. \u00a0Sizdeki b\u00fcy\u00fck cesaret valla. \u00a0Devam\u0131 da gelir in\u015fallah.\u00a0Kutlar\u0131m..”<\/p>\n

:))) Bunun ya\u015fla bir ilgisi yok asl\u0131nda. \u00a0Zira ben de zaman zaman kendimi \u00e7ok ya\u015fl\u0131 hissediyorum. \u00a0Bu \u00e7ok da zor olmuyor zira, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fclke, sorumluluklar ve \u00e7e\u015fitli gerginlikler i\u00e7erisinde lay lay lom olam\u0131yoruz. \u00a0Nas\u0131l olal\u0131m?<\/p>\n

31’e gelmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131mla, zaman zaman 20’li ya\u015flar\u0131mdaki halimi an\u0131msamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ve ge\u00e7mi\u015fi \u00f6zlemle an\u0131yorum. \u00a0 Tam ya\u015flan\u0131yor muyum kompleksine girecekken, beni her daim zinde \u00a0tutup bana pozitif enerji veren ,\u00a0benim ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tam 2 kat\u0131 ya\u015fa sahip \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim dostum ve en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131m akl\u0131ma geliveriyor. Dostumun\u00a0dedi\u011fine g\u00f6re de , hen\u00fcz \u00e7ok gen\u00e7mi\u015fim ve yolun yar\u0131s\u0131nda bile de\u011filmi\u015fim\u00a0\u00a0de nereden buluyor mu\u015fum bu s\u00f6zleri, bu ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k sempozyumunun yak\u0131n\u0131ndan bile ge\u00e7memeliymi\u015fim de\u00a0…Zira, belki de kendisi beni \u00e7ok sevdi\u011finden avutuyor da olabilir hani … \ud83d\ude42 ama do\u011fruluk pay\u0131 da vard\u0131r herhalde:))) ne dersiniz? O kadar da \u00f6lmedik de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n

Ahh ahhh… dedi\u011fim gibi, o\u00a0kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey var ki\u00a0akl\u0131mda \/\u00a0akl\u0131m\u0131zda, bilin\u00e7alt\u0131mda \/\u00a0bilin\u00e7alt\u0131m\u0131zda ….Bu memlekette ya\u015fay\u0131p da kendisini g\u00fcn be g\u00fcn gen\u00e7 hisseden var m\u0131d\u0131r acaba? Varsa, bana s\u00f6ylesin bir zahmet. \u00a0Ben de ayn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131p, 20’li ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ruh haline, gen\u00e7li\u011fine, toylu\u011funa d\u00f6nerim b\u00f6ylece… \u00a0B\u00f6ylelikle 2. Roman\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 da “Beyaz Tela\u015f” olur… Ne dersiniz?<\/p>\n

Sayg\u0131lar\u0131mla<\/p>\n

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Yar\u0131m kalan her c\u00fcmle, tamamlanm\u0131\u015f olanlara g\u00f6re \u00e7ok daha ac\u0131… Belki de, bitmemi\u015f c\u00fcmlenin hala umut kokuyor olu\u015fundand\u0131r. \u00a0Kim bilir? 5 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kadar duydu\u011fum\u00a0bu s\u00f6z beni o kadar \u00e7ok derinden etkilemi\u015fti ki .. \u015eimdi, bu s\u00f6z\u00fc nerede duydu\u011fumu bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Zira, \u00fczerinden zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e her \u015feyin ve hayat\u0131n daha da i\u00e7ine girdik\u00e7e zaten \u00e7o\u011fu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-makaleler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=136"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":138,"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions\/138"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dgtanhukuk.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}